It is very interesting to re-visit posts that have been made some time ago. I stopped by my blogger blog (which was before this one!) and copied everything I had posted there (I’m not going back to that one) …and then headed here.
I was amazed at HOW much has changed and how much has NOT changed. In my life, in my head….
Amazing. Scary. Sad. Hopeful.
The season is changing here. I’m am hopeful that it is bringing a new chapter in our lives as well.
I am amazed that my kids have grown so quickly and are becoming beautiful, independent people.
I am scared that I am still failing as a mother, a wife, a productive person.
I am scared that my marriage isn’t going to survive and I can’t change the course of it.
I am sad. Sad that time moves more quickly than I anticipated, sad that so many things were missed or wasted. Sad that I have no clear vision of our future.
Scared as I take each day as it comes, unknowing what it will bring or how it may end.
Hopeful, as I learn new lessons in life and strive towards that person I need to be.
